I had money to spend and spent it all
Love to give and gave it all
Life to live, wasted and gone

I’ve made mistakes
Erred the errors
Fucked them and all up

Where did it all go?
Where?

I am awake and dreaming
See places I’ve never been to
Images of a past I’m not certain it happened

Pain, there you are
Your dark hands choking me to death
And I died

Where did it all go?
Why?

I shed a tear for the dead version of myself
Rotting in the desert of the time that’s gone

Where did it all go?
Was it ever here?

I don’t know