When it’s seven in the morning and you gotta get up, after a night of shitty sleep, you are not in your prime. You go through your clothes and grab whatever shit clean enough to wear. “It’s just for work. Fuck it,” you think. Then you shower, try to snap out of your hatred for…
Read moreThe Decadence Chronicle. Episode 35: Beaten-up
Took a shower at 5:15 PM. Needed to wake up, put my thoughts together. It was another one of those weeks. Felt the uncontrollable urge of writing, laying the words down and make sense of the latest developments -and setbacks- in my personal story. I felt beaten-up, my whole body hurting. It wasn’t a good…
Read moreThe Decadence Chronicle. Episode 34: Loaded
Life’s a gamble. All you can do is roll the dices and see what happens, or let the Universe roll them for you. In the end, you can only do the best you can with the little you know, and hope for the best. This is, of course, my point of view. Between believing in…
Read moreHunger
People tells me that I’m very brave for daring to share my emotional and sexual life on a blog; typing away my feelings and thoughts freely for the world to see. Truth be told, I’m far away from that. There’s no courage in what I do, but a great deal of self-indulging discourse and bragging….
Read moreThe Decadence Chronicle. Episode 33: Weekend
“Well, that happened,” I thought. Then I said out loud. Fuck it. If there was ever going to be a good moment to say that it in my life, it was right there and then. I mean, after getting a catch-up message from my Mancunian ex-lover on Friday -and replying pathetically to it- and the…
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